Shhh Don't say it
Okay folks, on August 21st I ran out of cigarettes. I haven't bought any at the store yet and it has been two months now. Do not congratulate me for "quitting smoking" because if I were to decide to quit smoking than I would be overwhelmed by the urge to smoke. I know this is true about myself. If I decide to go on a diet, I become obsessed with food. If I announce that I am going to start exercising or, heaven forbid, actually start exercising I end up with a chest cold that is dangerously close to pneumonia. Am I the only one whose body is unreasonably cruel? How do you overcome self-sabotage?
posted by fear.of.landing @ 10/21/2007
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